Less then 2 weeks.

Till Ryan is here :D. Man I am sooooo happy. It's been really dull with only the cat to talk to in this house.

With Lillian everything is fine. My mom has been going on the sewing roll lol. She made a skirt and a bodice thing for Lilli and is currently working on the little corsette. Then her outfit will be ready. With Lillian now spending time at my moms for fitting purpose I have no doll to play with *cries*.

My box full of outfits is growing still and its becoming too small so tomorrow I need to get a new box. I think I am going to sell one of my outfits because I never put it on my doll yet and I dont really think the style suits my doll. Its a pure white outfit and my doll has been wearing a lot of colors lately lol.

Both the wigs are awsome, the pink mohair one is mostly worn with a diamond headband.

I asked Ryan to name my wake up Cue doll to get him a bit involved with my hobby but he comes up with the lame names: Elmo, Porcupine and Trimmy Mcgee. :(

My stuff arrived from Luts and Dollheart.

I was just about to drive off to get some food when the mailman dropped by with 2 packages for me :D. I knew the Luts one was on the way but didn't know the dress I ordered from Dollheart would be so fast.

Well the 2 wigs suit Lillian very well. I need to style the pink mohair one because its huge xD but the short blonde one is just perfect. It gives her a bit of spunky feel. I just love it. Also contained my mimi zuzu delf for x-mas + outfit. Wrapped it up and put it under the tree, had to open it up tho to check if it wasnt damaged during shipping but it looked gorgeous.

The dress I got from Dollheart is the punk girl outfit for my future SD Wake up Cue. Too bad I dont have the doll yet T___T, I would have loved to try it on her lol. Just a few more months to wait maybe end of January I will order her :3 .

I am only waiting for my Leekeworld order and then nothing will be bought for the next following months. I want to save up for summer holidays so I better start now :) .

3 more weeks until babies arrives here again. Cant wait to kiss him again :D .

December allready

Time flies even if you are having moderate fun. Been a few though weeks being back at the job. I had some angsty attacks. Cold sweat was running down my back. Don't know when I will be ready for the full work load again.

But all in time.

I am not big on tv series....

but this just one I need to watch. It's based on the vampire novels I've read by Charlaine Harris. The actor they picked to play Bill Compton is dead sexy. He can sink his fangs in me any time.

So now I am waiting till the first episode is downloaded @______@. Taking forever lol but I bet well worth to see. Going to make Ryan see it with me when he is here!

*LABUUUUUUU BILL*

best quote ever.

The best thing I ever heard about cats was a comparison between cats and dogs:

A dog looks at his [owner] and says, "You give me food, shelter, kindness and attention; obviously, you are a god."

A cat looks at this [owner] and says, "You give me food, shelter, kindness and attention; obviously, I am a god."

New doll target

I fell in love with this Peak's Woods doll FOC Wake up Cue. The face-up on the dollsite isnt all that great and I want to try my own hand at giving his girl her face up. The picture I posted is just perfect for her face up and look.

But dolls are expensive. And Cue costs around $ 580 so I need to wait till my garage sale is over. I sold some games through the internet and already collected $ 25 (woooo lol). Today I cleaned out my closets and found out I have 2 big boxes of merchandise ready to sell. Still not nearly done with sorting my stuff on what to keep and what to sell but I think I will raise around the $ 200 dollars with this sale.

How to raise more monnies?! I started making plushies again and my mom wants to design doll clothes and try sell them. I think she might want to buy a doll too lol!

I hope next year to welcome my new girl to the family. But I wont order her until I raised enough money from my sales. I could use my paycheck money for it but I decided I need that money harder to save up for my future.

So lets start working on those crafts :D.

So I went back to work.

Have been feeling good going back to work. Was only for 4 hours in the morning but it felt alright sitting on my own spot doing what I did before I became sick.

Its been 2 months since my breakdown. My coworkers said I shine more and react more cheery. I guess thats good progress. My creativity is back too. My girl is being overloaded with dress ideas xD. Maybe I will bring her to work tomorrow :o.

Going towards the good direction and I am happy. X-mas with my sexy baby will be happy too. Nothing is better then spending those holidays with the man you love.

Going to change clothes on Lillian, if tomorrow is dry weather I am going for a photoshoot after work.

Nighty night.

KYAAAAAA so cute!

Who says friendships between big cats and small cats are possible??!! This pair has become big friends in a Russia Zoo. The photos just are cuteness overload x 10,000

New hairdo

Got myself a new hairdo today, I am very happy with it. No I didnt get a perm these are my own curls. I love the copper colored highlights. I have no clue if Ryan will like it, probably not -____-.

I am doing a fresh start this month so I needed a new look! Sexy RAWR

Photos are a bit unclear but lol doing stretched out hand photos is hard as hell.

FFXI update

Well I've gotten a lot of things done in FFXI.

Beat CoP and Zilart and got access to Bahamut v.2 and got Lance Corporal acces. Obtained Homam Corazza, Mirage Shalwar, Melee gloves, Comm. gants, Wyrm Finger Gauntlets, Duelist Chapeau and some other misc stuff I cant remember

Stopped leveling DRG (71) and started out with BLU (29) again. I like BLU its super fun and even farming the spells isnt all that horrible.

Well my progress in FFXI will slow down again because I am going back to work soon. I dont mind, I feel good going back again.

Soon I will post about my discoveries at the Kreadoe 2008 which I visited today with my mum. We were supposed to go friday but a friend of the family will be buried that day so we switched dates. Cancer is a shitty disease.

Obama won the elections and I experience another history in the making.

Lillian has been here for a while but I've been to busy with her lol

Well Lillian arrived the wednesday, day after I got the email but I have been busy trying out her dresses, wigs and misc stuff. Think!Pink made her face-up just beautiful and she is just like I wanted. I am keeping with this grey wig atm because I like it more then the blonde I got for her. She is now the character that I wanted.

Name: Lillian Fenmore

D.O.B: 15 October 1991

Place of Birth: Killarney, Ireland

Hobbies: Cosplaying, Anime, Manga, making Gothic themed clothing, painting, gardening and making plushies.

Favorite animal: Cat

Secret love: Duncan Beckett (He is a 28 year old bartender at her Father's Pub)

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So now I need my Duncan. My eye fell on the Feeple RIFF mold from Fairyland but he is huge. 70cm tall and my little Lillian on 43cm. But he is just perfect for her. So he will be the tall and handsome man while my Lillian will be the cutesy teeny girlfriend for him. Who cares I think the fit perfect together just she is short lol. Maybe I can do some LoTR trick photography so that she will look bigger next to him xD. I am still thinking about it, the Delf SHINE mold comes close to how RIFF feels to me but I'd still pick RIFF over SHINE lol! Ryan says it doesnt matter they both look like girls to him -__-

Tomorrow I will take pictures of her Dollheart outfit. She looks so cute in that. I dont like the bonnet on her because it crushes her curls but the little bun bun tail stays, maybe I will make pair of bunny ears that fit Lillian better.

Lillian is on her way here

Just recieved an email Lillian is on her way here with the mail so she will arrive tomorrow or thursday. Too bad I am at mums tomorrow or maybe I can convince them to come here. I might just as well do so lol. We got a big tv and a cozy couch so I am suggesting it tonight.
Maybe we can do some games after the movie or before.

hike Oisterwijk 11-10-2008

For my own health it was decided I should go on more nature walks to get some fresh air in my head. So my mum, Jamie, Lisa and I went for a hike through the woods in Oisterwijk. The day was lovely nice weather out, didnt really need to wear a jacket. We hiked for 3 hours and I was beat afterwards but very happy with myself that I could keep up with the pace.

Next hike? Maybe the Loonse en Drunense duinen if the weather premits.

Lol I cant keep up to my decisions

In my previous posts I said I wanted Puki Sugar of Fairyland but I figured out MSD size are my type of dolls. I've seen the SD sized ones and they are beautiful but just to big. I like smaller dolls more. Anyhow Puki Sugar is still on my list I am saving up for a bigger project which will probable be bought in 2009. D.O.C. Tender Too & Tender Bee-A type2 bodies. You can see the photo above how they look like with face-up they going to be around $ 568,- a bigger hole in my wallet but I will be more satisfied with these until I find a little pocket fund for my Sugar.

But the best part is Shushu is almost done and I hope I will recieve her this week. Got some clothes I want to fit her on. As for a name I settled with Lillian. Need to think of more of her character when she arrives. Her bed is made and I will have a lot of fun with her. Hope the weather stays good so I can take her out for some photoshoots.

Doll Fund D.O.C. Tender Too & Tender Bee-A : $ 10/ $ 568

Yesterday was my boss' party

And I had a great time. First I went out for dinner to Restaurant 't Verschil. I had for starters Mustard Cream soup with Salmon and as main course Duckbreast in red port sauce. It was really great. I love eating at that place

Around 7:45 walked to The Rode Pimpernel for the party. I saw Edwin and Conny coming my way so I greeted them. They were happy to see me. I feared ppl would be mad because I am sick during quarter but they were very understanding so I felt so much better.

All and all I had a great day. So happy. One step forward.

Happy news

She has become so pretty and her wigs are just the way I like it. She will now be sealed and eyelashes added and then shipped to me. I am so happy with my pretty girl.

Its been a while....

I haven't been able to post much but then again nothing really happened. Just some silly therapy and a fall back again ; ;. Not feeling all to great lately again.

Other news my boss is turning 60 soon and we getting him a present. An Iphone, nice but expensive lol. Well atleast he got something to show off. Now I need to gather up all my courage to actually show up on the party saturday... I hope I can >.<

Anyway my souldoll Gisele is on hold. I love to have her but atm I have other priorities instead of buying an expensive doll. My current funds are going to a Puki Puki Sugar from Fairyland. She is small, cute and I want to eat her lol. And I want all the extras.

So my new target is Puki Sugar + extra $15/$300

Been selling my old games on Marktplaats.nl but boy some sellers are fools. First they don't respond to my messages then they pay 5 days later and send a message to me be quick to send it! Listen up douche. Pay on time, recieve the item on time. I always ship out the goods the next day I see the money on my account. Jeeze....
But the money went to my Sugar fund so I am happy. Now to sell off my other old games. Anyone interested in a version of Pokemon? I have 3043358598 different ones.

http://dollfairyland.com/shop/step1.php?number=38 Here is the link if you want to see my new dollie. I could post the pic but its not mine and I'd rather not upset the company.


*lies in wait at the letterbox for her Shushu*

Economy crisis....

With the whole financial crisis how are you handling your funds? Can't say I've been smart this month. Bought a flightticket for Ryan and an outfit for my doll but I am still managing after I paid my bills.

How do I save money?

1. Take the car less, save on gasoline
2. Check the stores on food sales.
3. Don't waste money on dvd/cd or something else (failed on the doll outfit -.-)
4. Put the heater a bit lower, put on thicker clothes to save on heating bill
5. Don't leave on lights unnecessairy and no tv on if I am not watching.
6. And getting rid of the stuff I dont need or dont look at anymore.

Hope that will keep me alive when living through this crisis ^^.

>.<

Woke up this morning feeling not too funky :(
Weather is lame again today and I need to go out to store *sigh*

Fall Clean out.....

I am going to sell some of my collectables . My place is getting overloaded with stuff and some I dont do anything with ^^;; so its time I say good bye to my stuffies. If I get a decent price for it, its going towards my doll fund and x-mas fund. My regular money goes to medical bills these days *sob*

First going to try to sell it locally on marktplaats.nl and what is left goes to Ebay I guess. I dont really like selling internationally but meh cant be helped.

Tomorrow I start working on plush art and doll material which I'd be selling on Etsy.com. I have heaps of fabric lying around, better put it to good use to raise a little bit of money.

My current wishlist:

Soul Double Gisele € 0/ € 438
Gisele clothes fund € 0/ € 200
X-mas fund € 0/ € 200

FFXI day yesterday....

I spend my whole day playing FFXI ^^;;. The weather was horrid outside and everybody I know was at work so I decided to speed up the leveling process on my dragoon. It's 70 now :D. 5 more levels to go then I can merit some :o.

I <3 Dragoon, we look so sexy with polearm.

I am getting a tiger @_@

Isn't the petdoll adorable? Soon he will be mind. I ordered him a week ago on Ndoll.net. He is going to be part of my Arabian Nights stage I am making for my Minifee. She will get a sari and a dhoti (I love dhoti's so easy to make with just one piece of cloth). I am already in the process of making bracelets and anklets for her. At the moment I only have my Pullips to practice on for size but when my girl arrives she will be refitted with some eastern jewelry.

Why did I pick Arabian Nights theme?

Because I love the Middle East (well back then in the fairytails lol). The mysterious culture, the music, the clothes. Even in FFXI I like the expansion Treasure of Aht Urghan. Nashmau has the best music ever aside from Selbina. One of the reason why I want to level Blue Mage is because of the Eastern look they have.

Making List for Arabian Nights:
1. Lying Pillows (the big round ones in shiny colours)
2. Veils (You need some decoration around the room)
3. Scenery (I could recreate a teahouse or even a palace)
4. Golden Accessories (anything that looks in place for a palace)
5. Costumes (Sari, Dhoti and I might even make a copy of Aphmau's costume (FFXI))

I am so excited cant wait ^O^

I *heart* Pullip

This is my 3rd Pullip doll I got, Uncanricky. She has a bit of a punk/gothic look. I love her playfullness to death ^^

Pullips are great dolls to collect but dont have the modifying ability as BDJs have. Well thats what I think. There are people who have modded their pullip doll but I just cant get it over my heart to change anything of her. Because I chose the way she was presented. The photo is a bit dark, its really crappy weather here and I did use flash @_@. Cant wait till it a bit less rainy so I can take them out for a photo shoot. Besides Ricky I have Veritas and Nomado which I will be showing here soon. I love all my girls.

Broke T_T but happy :D

I booked the flight, cleaned out my bank account for it. *looks with puppy eyes to her parents*

Can Iz live wit yous til I getz paid again in 25 days......

But my baby is coming over for christmas and new years woooooooooo, lost of love and cuddles.
No money to buy presents tho lol (well I have 1 stashed away ^^)

I iz so happy d(^_^)b


*goes to bed satified with the kittycat*

Sad Kitten ; ;

I dont know if Ryan will be coming over for christmas. I checked online and there is only one direct flight left. And the cost >.<. I really cant miss the money. But I want to see him again. And he doesn't have money. This is so frustrating T___T . Can't stop crying.

If there is a miracle fairy out there please hear my calls.

Sometimes I never want to be a big girl....

A few months ago I became interested in BJD's (Ball-jointed Dolls). Been lurking around the site Think Pink! and seen her shop at a couple of fantasy fairs. Well I decided to get my own BJD and a pretty Minifee called Shushu. The picture isnt how she will look like in the end, its just an example of the mold. When she arrives I will post some pretty photos of her.

After I purchased her I joined up on the DOA forums. Very nice people there who share the same interest. I can't wait for my doll to arrive and to make photos of her. So excited.

New day, new life

Let me introduce myself: I am Ghyslaine, 28 years old and work as an administrative employee at a firm and I live in the Netherlands. I am in love with Ryan, an American. One day I hope to live with him in the USA.

My hobbies are drawing, painting, gaming, reading, traveling and collecting all sorts of stuff.

My interest are: anime, manga, mmo's, bjd's, plushies, cats, guinea pigs, videogames, fantasy & science fiction.

Nice to meet you all ^^