I am worth being here

For years I've been depressed and thought about dying. I resented myself and tried to destroy everything that had to do with me.

Around 24-25 came the change. I was sick and tired being unhappy every day. I could say it was due to my relationship. I had something I wanted to fight for, to get better.

I had to clean up a lot of emotional mess, had to realise I was worth being alive. Had some up and downs but I can finally say: "I am worth being here".

This summer has been one of the best in my life. I found a partner that I can relate too. One that accepts my faults and points out to me that they aren't as bad as I believe them to be.We found our strenghts and the way to utilize them. Sometimes we still get mad at eachother but we forgive eachother soon enough.

I must say the world looks a whole lot better with you by my side.

Worg part 1

Dug up my old Rackham models and decided to work on Worg. These models are made out of tin but so far I know these aren't made anymore. I don't even know if Rackham still excists lol

The details on this model are amazing. And assembly is pretty easy. For good reach I will keep the legs off until I am done with the body. I need to use some green stuff to fill up the gaps.

Stands as a rock. The designers kept in mind to keep this mini well balanced. Filed off the rough ends.

Added his other arm and as you can see there is a gap between his shoulder pad and his back. I could leave it open because shoulderpads are loose accessoiries so I am in doubt whether to fill it up or not.

Next step will be coating it with a black base. Worg on the box is gray but I like my wolves brown, so brown its going to be. Sadly the weather is not that good so the coating has to wait on dryer days. 

Back to blogging

Been a while since I've used this blog but having my life back on track I will use this once again. This blog will mainly be used for my crafts and cute findings.