30-04-2009

Normally we celebrate this day as the queens birthday. Everyone dressed up in the national color and celebrating this fest together. No color or religion is discriminated on this special day. But today this day was tainted by blood.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wq7Ep5bGb74

I have no clue why he did it. I cant accept his reasons why he did it. 4 People are dead, 5 seriously injured and 8 mildly injured.

A lot of rumors are going around about the suspect. I hope this will all be found out.
What his motive was, Queens Day will never be the same again.

I hope we will still be open after this event.

My thoughts go out to the victims and familymembers.

EFF 2009 doll photos

Elf Fantasy Fair 2009

It was yet again great. Me, my mom and Ingrid went on sunday. We saw a lot of people dressed up and a lot of medievel acts being preformed. Also met up with some doll owners and Ingrid took some pics of them which all turned out great.

Great experience and I was tired as hell lol. Didn't spend much money luckily only a dvd :)

The photos with Dasha turned out beautiful. I need to crop them and post them on the blog.

Gone....

the only reason I wanted to live if gone.


Going to sleep forever now.

We are a week further...

and man I feel shitty! Still dont know whats happening *sigh*

Been to 2 official agencies yet and they tell me to wait :(




GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

The sword dropped....

My boss is officially getting rid of me. I felt it coming. They even went so far to place an add for my position when I am not officially fired yet lol.

I dont know how I feel, all mixed feelings.

Bleh this sucks.

Is it just me or....

is leveling corsair boring as hell!? I keep falling asleep and the exp is good....

Man cant wait till this job is 75 so I can ditch it. Dinged 67 today. Go me! ZZZzzzzZZ

Bonding

Ryan and I have been doing a little bonding lately.

He tries to be more involved in my hobbies and I think its really sweet of him. I'm planning to get a boy for Dasha next year and kept showing dolls to Ryan but he didnt approve of them, all to girly lol. So he said wait till I am there this summer then we will pick one together and I said ok. This makes me really happy.

Other doll news: I am participating in a Grell Sutcliff minimee order and just preordered a mini PW Ladybee with elf ears. She is going to be perfect for my character I have in mind for the storyline with Dasha. Now I will have 2 mythical dolls when my Soom Glot arrives. Then I can start working on the storyline and costumes.

FFXI news: Corsair is 66 now (its getting boring atm ; ; even with Slugshot) and I've picked up fishing 34 atm with lot of kicking and screaming lol! I will get my Lu Shang rod even if it kills me and level up fishing more. Then finish off cooking its sitting at 87 now.

Its been a while again.

I dont know how I feel, some days I am so happy nothing can stop me but other days the tears are swelling up again in my eyes and I just want to sleep.

I guess this is what they call the ups and downs.

But I will work hard. For my sake ^^.