I am worth being here

For years I've been depressed and thought about dying. I resented myself and tried to destroy everything that had to do with me.

Around 24-25 came the change. I was sick and tired being unhappy every day. I could say it was due to my relationship. I had something I wanted to fight for, to get better.

I had to clean up a lot of emotional mess, had to realise I was worth being alive. Had some up and downs but I can finally say: "I am worth being here".

This summer has been one of the best in my life. I found a partner that I can relate too. One that accepts my faults and points out to me that they aren't as bad as I believe them to be.We found our strenghts and the way to utilize them. Sometimes we still get mad at eachother but we forgive eachother soon enough.

I must say the world looks a whole lot better with you by my side.